LOV*E 110% = 我的舞台

You are mine.

2010-01-08T00:16:00.003+08:00

You are mine... You're like a drug to me... Just like my own personal brand of Heroin... I want you so badly...

All I want is you, there is no one else who can take your place in my heart. Time seem like passing fast, what day is it and what month is now? No matter how was it our time will never change. Lately fallen in love with civil twilight - Letter from the sky, the lyrics just like what I was doing.

One of these days the sky's gonna break and everything will escape and I'll know
One of these days the mountains are gonna fall into the sea and they'll know
That you and I were made for this
I was made to taste your kiss
We were made to never fall away
Never fall away

One of these days letters are gonna fall from the sky telling us all to go free
But until that day I'll find a way to let everybody know that you're coming back, you're coming back for me
'Cause even though you left me here I have nothing left to fear
These are only walls that hold me here
Hold me here, hold me here
The only walls to hold me here

One day soon I'll hold you like the sun holds the moon
And we will hear those planes overhead and we won't have to be scared
We won't have to be scared, we won't have to be scared

You're coming back for me
You're coming back for me

You're coming back to me

No matter how hard you push me away and how many times you told me to get away. I will always coming back for you.

Confuse

2009-12-31T01:00:00.001+08:00

Some time i really confuse bout my status.

who am i for you?

Some time you treat me cold....

Some time you treat me hot.....

why...

2009-12-23T02:18:00.002+08:00

why din she noe how i feel?

lately i can feel ntig but onli pain in my heart.

no matter wat she do

i can onli fel pain.

wasnt tat i don love her.

jus tat there r lot of tig she done had hurt me a lot.

Haizzz........

2009-12-14T02:27:00.002+08:00

haizz.... my dear nw at seremban,
working in de IAG camp....
dear i miss u alot.........

dear ar.......
i noe u bc wit ur work but.....
can u text me or call me let me noe u r ok?
i so worried bout u.

Up & Down

2009-12-05T01:25:00.004+08:00

There are few thing happening so sudden in my fxxking life lately.
financial problem,
family problem,
health problem,
relation problem,
and work problem,
all this just in a sudden.

OMFG..........
God bless you.
a bunch of problem come all at once really hurting me like burning in hell.
I was praying so hard to you every day.
But why?
Why? don't you help me or teach me what to do?
Luckily i still manage to survive from all this thing.
Now i feel that i rather believe in myself more than believe in him.

Financial problem.
Really running out of tissue paper at here.......
last time for me money was just like a no value tissue paper.
but now i started to regret why did i so stupid at that time,
now for me money was a valueable paper.
with all this paper nothing i can do.
luckily Alvin and John giving out salary early this month.

Family problem.
My dad asked me to quit my current job.
he want me to help him out in his business.
In the end i rejected him and had a little bit argue with him.
I don't wanna helped by my old man.
I wanna do some thing out by myself.
Of course is through legal way la.

Health problem.
My body become weaker and weaker day by day.
I was trying to win the war between me and the virus in my damn body.
Although i was weak but i won't surrender till the very last minute.
I know every one is worrying bout me,
Guys, just relax and trust me I'm ok.
Dear, i promise i won't collapse so easily.

Relationship problem.
Dear, i know because of me lot of thing happen to you.
Sorry for bring so much problem to you.
Dear, I promise i won't leave you.
No matter who in our way, I will find a way to get rid off it.
My dear who ever dare to hurt you or make you sad i going to make sure,
He will be dead meat.

Work problem.
Lately feel stress while working.
I can feel the pressure on me.

I Love You

2009-12-01T04:26:00.005+08:00

I'm sick........ I'm really sick........ My body can't take it any more.
I was weaker and weaker, day by day...............
My candle was burning every single second............
I was wondering how long still can i stand.

Dear, thanks for accompany me this 2 day. i was really very happy..............
I really hope every day also can be the same.
I'm sorry that i make you worry bout me cause of my sick.
Dear, my candle was burning fast,
sorry that i didn't tell you bout this.............
What i hope now was you can be my side till some thing happen...................

Natalie, I know i shouldn't lie to you bout this.........
All i did was just don't want you to worry so much and upset........

Dear, don't worry i will find a way to cure my sickness,
and i won't let myself down so easily.
I going to fought the war for you.........
I promise you before that i won't left you behind alone.

added:

1460 day more to go.........

Wars keep on going

Life of walking dead - 2nd day

2009-11-27T00:24:00.002+08:00

today i was tired for the whole day because yesterday night didn't sleep at all...
my leg and hand was injured, i can feel the pain Arrgh......... Pain!
today i got fever also..... i feel like my body was burning.
in the afternoon i nearly fainted... luckily gt Brandon around look after me.

just now i was chatting with my dear......
my dear say she saw lot cute kids there......

Dear i wish to hug you now~

Life of walking dead - 1st day

2009-11-26T03:11:00.002+08:00

today i had worried bout her for the whole day.
i was worried bout her safety,
she went off to penang at 16:13pm,
it will take 4 hour to reach penang, but when at night i try to call her no one answer the phone.
even i text her also the same no reply i was worry like hell that time.
at last some she pick up my call. at that moment my heart felt calm again.
but i was still worried bout will any thing happen to her or not........
after a little chat with her on phone i walk down the street and get bang by a motorcycle.....
what the eff happen to me? i was thinking bout her and worried bout her even after the motor bang me i felt nothing...... in my mind only thinking bout my dear.....

Dear, i miss you a lot..........

I miss you~

2009-11-25T16:31:00.004+08:00

my dear going to penang for 5 day, cause she need go for a camp.
i won't see her for 5 long day..... that's equal to 120 hour......
what am i going to do in this 120 hour?

i can't see her,
i can't hug her,
i can't hold her,
i can't even feel her by my side.

I'm going to worried bout her....
I'm going to miss her a lot too......

" Dear, Please remember to be careful "

Here comes the life of walking zombie for 5 day.
I'm worrying bout u all the time.

Natalie. Sorry~

2009-11-22T01:23:00.003+08:00

today i really a dumb. i had done a lot of thing that make her angry.
i really didn't mean it. i really don't know what i did will cause a such serious problem.
i'm really sorry Natalie. i doesn't mean it to post such thing on Facebook.
i'm really sorry........ please forgive me. please....... i begging u.
Natalie~ i really cant loss you. please give me a chance. i promise it won't happen again.
i swear to god i wont do it again. if i know earlier it will affected your job for sure i wont do such stupid thing.

please Natalie~ please forgive me. i really cant loss you.......
please give me a chance. i know i doesn't know you well and your job.
but i really does know how important coaching mean to you. i really doesn't mean to fucked up with your job. please Natalie give me a chance to know more bout you and you job.

i just want a chance to fix back want had i done wrong. please give me a chance.................
just once.........

Natalie you are important to me. just like how coaching important to you.
i really need you. i really can't loss you.
i really can't loss you . with out you by my side.......... world are just a living hell.
i had cry for the night....... and i really regret bout what had i done..............................................

Heart going on.....

2009-11-21T04:18:00.002+08:00

since my last update was on 16th November.......
hahax..... is my birthday.

pass few day i didn't even had a chance to on my laptop and online......
i was busy with my job and on bout her....
for the past whole week, she had accompany me every single day.
it make me feel happy and warm.

i even had argument with my dad for pass day.
family problem~
cause of that i had sleep in the car for the night.
but no matter what happen, as long as she by my side i won't be in bad temper mode.

on my birthday she went out with me for a movie "2012"
i promise her before i won't let her gt in dangerous and protect her.

Unforgettable....

2009-11-16T03:52:00.002+08:00

this year birthday is the most special birthday for me. because she was by my side. just a simple birthday wish from her is enough to warm my heart.

Unforgettable, thats what you are
unforgettable, tho near or far.
Like a song of love that clings to me
is the thought of you does things to me
never before has someone been more.
Unforgettable, in every way
and forever more, thats how youll stay
Thats why, darling, its incredible
that someone so unforgettable
thinks that I am unforgettable too.
(piano & sax)
No, never before
has someone been more
Unforgettable, in every way
and forever more, thats how youll stay
thats why, darling, its incredible
that someone so unforgettable
thinks that I am, unforgettable too
(Grazie a Massimo per le correzioni)
Nat King Cole - Unforgettable.

Early of Birthday.......

2009-11-15T05:12:00.002+08:00

today i was sick of my job since there were lot of problem occurring.

Movies......
just now go out for a movie with Natalie, Sharon, MK, Jackie and Brandon.
when was thinking to watch 2012 at Midvalley but unfortunately the tickets was sold out there.
so we went to sunway to look for it too. but still the same it was sold out too....
haizz....... at last we watched the movie "The Fourth Kind" the movie was quite ok.......
and she was sitting beside me at that time it make the movie become fantastic.
at that moment i can feel her in my arm..........

anyway thx u guys for accompany me......
Natalie thx for accompany to watch our 1st movie together.

My daughter Sharon, thx for ur present........
i like it. i was cute......

Felice~

2009-11-14T03:56:00.002+08:00

today we went on a war again with great vision another reseller of P1. we win again. hahax....... so happy cause my team added a new member that is Brandon. after finish work at the curve we when to yum cha with Sharon only cause Natalie can't come out. so after i finish yum cha with them i went to Natalie house. first we chat in the car in front of her house, suddenly a car stop beside my car and she had a look OMG. that's her dad. after i say hi! to her dad we drove to some where else which we can chat. we chat a lot in the car. for the first time me and her chat so much of thing. about 3.30am i only when back home. after back home we chat again on the phone. i was really happy....... Natalie i hope this kind of moment will last for it. 2 more hour to go i need to go work. although my body was tired and my eye were dropping, but there are one thing doesn't tired. that is my mind and soul. tomorrow going out for a movie with her. hope it will be a good good night......^^

You And Me~

2009-11-13T04:13:00.000+08:00

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

Hanging By A Moment

2009-11-13T03:47:00.001+08:00

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving in to
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That could change my mind
There is nothing else...

Could change that I Love You.

^^ Happy~

2009-11-12T10:59:00.002+08:00

i just sleep for 5 hour yesterday. i was so happy cause i chat with her the whole night till 4 in the morning. for the first time we sms almost the whole day. arrgh~ i can feel her around me the whole long day. ^^ it had been a long time i didn't this way. at night when for clubbing with yahoo, Yvonne and friend. thinking about wanna bring her along but unfortunately her mum don't let her out for the night, and she told me she don't like much bout clubbing. so i decided not to go clubbing so much already. maybe just once a month. Natalie i miss you for whole day. hope to see you. ^^

to my bro, Jeremy
sorry bro i didn't mean to ffk u guys. i was busy with my work at The Curve.
really sorry.

I was drunk now and still i can write my blog. hope to had nice dream.
tomorrow having a war again. pray for it. we wanna win it again.

Daughter.....

2009-11-12T02:07:00.002+08:00

i just only remember Sharon was same surname with me. no wonder she call me daddy. haizzz........ getting more older already. she even told me i got 2 grandchildren, that wasn't surprise me the most. most surprise for me is she told me i still got great grandchildren. it just make few like i was 100+ years old. hahax....... but any way having a big family was fun too. unfortunately our big family still leak of a family member. mummy..........

my lovely daughter love u so much. (Sharon)
my son in-law you better be good to my daughter. (Jackie)
my granddaughter remember guai~ guai~ ar.... (Kah Ling)
other of the family member i forget gt who dy.......

plz 4giv me tiz old man.

Princess~

2009-11-12T01:39:00.004+08:00

My princess I might not yours prince now. But I'm sure I will be the knight who beside you always. Protect you and serve you. No matter what happen i will always be there for you. When u were sad i will cheer you up. When you was in danger i will be the first one be there for you.

tonight we when up to the hilltop again. she need to be back before 12, that the order from her mum. we had a nice chat up there. i was happy this 2 day, she didn't mention bout him in front of me. but just a moment ago she did. but for the first time i get to calm myself down and accept it. this 2 day i can feel her so close to me. i really hope time can stop at the moment.

GooD*NighT.........

2009-11-11T03:10:00.002+08:00

just reach home. just now when out for a drink with Natalie and my daughter Sharon............. ^^
after we finish drink we when up to hulu langat hill top for a walk. the view up there was fantastic..... Natalie and Sharon like the view so much~ they even take picture of KL night view....... genting was so near to us too. i really hope i can hold her hand and have a look at the fantastic night view.

Make up my mind~

2009-11-10T01:11:00.002+08:00

i had think for the whole long night. after every thing i had done and every thing that happen, i had make up my mind. i will take her as a friend first and wait for her slowly and patiently. i think this will be the best way for me and her. i will let time to prove my sincere, also let time to make every thing better. i hope every thing will back to normal in the mean time. as long as blog does on and on......... my heart will also go on with you...... just that let the time to prove whether my decision to wait is right or wrong. for me sure is worth for it. anyway i won't say any thing much more, i only will let the time to speak.

U worth for me........

2009-11-09T03:24:00.002+08:00

do you know that i never regret i like u. i will never ever think that u are not worth for me to do all this thing. all i did was worth for it. can't you just stop saying that you are such a death bringer or some thing. you are not such kind of people. i will wait for what that i think is worth for it.

The Day~

2009-11-09T03:04:00.002+08:00

today i didn't look for her for the whole day. but i really need to admit i really miss her. i looking at her facebook whole day and just thinking bout her non stop. today Jackie get his very first sales since today was his first day on work. i was glad that he was aggressive and willing to learn and work. i was really need to find some thing to calm myself down and wait patiently for her. i work for the whole day and make myself tired. but in the end my mind was still full of her. just now after work when to yum cha with Ad, Ah Loon, Alvin, John, and Jackie. Ad was telling lot of stupid joke and make us laugh non stop, at that moment i really had my mind peace and didn't think bout her. but unfortunately once we end every thing my mind automatically think back bout her. i really hope to see her..................

Terrible night~

2009-11-08T03:30:00.004+08:00

today i had a terrible day that i ever had. i had a big fight with my good friend cause of Natalie. we argue because i like her. he was angry to me because he think that i was a so hai and a fucking dog. he say " she don't even take u as any thing, not her boy friend or any relation. what for u still like a so hai thinking of her whole day, writing so much of craps. she was on love with other, please wake up la fool. " after every thing he say i was angry but i only tell him one thing " I REALLY LOVE HER ALTHOUGH I ONLY KNOW HER FOR NOT LONG " am i really look like a so hai or some thing? i was thinking this question for the whole day. at night it drive me more crazy. i sms her and promise i will be there at 11.30 to fetch her and her friend at time square. when i finish my work was 11.19 i step on the gas pedal and drive like mad guy just to reach there and keep my promise. when i reach there she was like don't even bother that i had reach and just keep on drinking her beer and talk to her friend. i really wanna know that time am i invisible? i was still in high fever condition and no one care bout that. add on some more Jackie had a problem and argue with Sharon. i was trying to calm her down and settle the thing out for them. in the end i fail........ i was a terrible failure i think. after every thing end i had a talk with Natalie bout what i was thinking. every thing she tell me was her story bout her ex. i really can't get it what was her conclusion. some one told me she was trying to use me to do some thing. after all that rumors i only will think she won't. Why? on the way i send her home i stop at a gas station to had a smoke and had some word with her. what i get is nothing. i was just like a fool........ i am a fool after all. she asked me i only know her for few week only why i will like her so much. i told her once there was a father at my church told me some time there are some thing will happen just in a sudden. no one will know why it happen any. after sending her home i drove back on the way home my tear started to drop which i can't control. i stop at a mamak stall near my house then finish up a pack of cigarette and think for an hour. Why? why can i get a chance. i lost a best friend because of her, i get laugh by lot of people around me, and the worst people think im a so hai after all.
because of her i make myself staying in a living hell. people ask does all i done worth for it?

Natalie i only wanna say out what happen. i know u might not like it please don't angry.
After all i really love you. no matter what happen on any thing else. i will wait for your answer.
i will wait.

把悲伤留给自己

2009-11-07T14:15:00.000+08:00

能不能让我陪着你走
既然你说留不住你
回去的路有些黑暗
担心让你一个人走
我想是因为我不够温柔
不能分担你的忧愁
如果这样说不出口
就把遗憾放在心中
把我的悲伤留给自己你的美丽让你带走
从此以后我再没有快乐起来的理由
把我的悲伤留给自己你的美丽让你带走
我想我可以忍住悲伤可不可以你也会想起我

是不是可以牵你的手啊
从来没有这样要求
怕你难过转身就走
那就这样吧我会了解的
把我的悲伤留给自己你的美丽让你带走
从此以后我再没有快乐起来的理由
我想我可以忍住悲伤假装生命中没有你
从此以后我在这里日夜等待你的消息
能不能让我陪着你走
既然你说留不住你
无论你在天涯海角
时不时的偶尔会想起我
可不可以你也会想起我
可不可以

私のいる場所

2009-11-07T03:04:00.003+08:00

what an awful day for me. i get punch by an unknown Indian guy who was in a fight and thought i was transparent. and just now on the way home after send Natalie back nearly get in accident again. when this both thing happening i was doing the same thing, thinking bout her. i was just like started to living in my own world. feel like every hour, every minute, and every second her name was flying in my head non-stop. some time i really think that i was in heaven. just now when reach Natalie house we saw her sister and her boyfriend at the outside of house. once she walk out from my car her sister was worry bout her and ask where she when, at the same time i saw her sis was looking weird at me. maybe was i thinking to much. today the whole world know bout I fallen in love with her.

i had a fever yesterday and getting a high fever today.........
my head was dizzy but still thinking of her.........
my hand was shaking the whole day........
feeling dry for the whole day long.......
every thing was suck to me.........
until i was thinking bout her smile...............
every thing was OK again..........

"Love Letter" (ラブレター)

2009-11-05T11:54:00.005+08:00

夢ぢには
あしもやすめず
かよへども
うつつにひとめ
見しごとはあらず

あなたの事をさみしがる
大好きだよ

just now when out yum cha again with Sharon and Jackie. we was wondering where to go, at last we went to Natalie house and asked her out with us. after finish yum cha. i send them back, after sending Sharon back me, Jackie and Natalie when to some where near Jackie house for a smoke. while we were smoking, me and Jackie talking bout my problem bout her. at the starting she don't know what are we talking about and keep on asking what are we talking about. suddenly Jackie say smoke til not high enough and i asked him to my car to take out some illegal thing. all in the sudden i remember she say before she hate people taking those thing so i decided to throw it away. i pour all of it on the floor in front of her. after finish smoking i send her home. while i send her home she was still curious bout what i talk to Jackie. once i reach her house gate, i tell her. i asked her to see on my blog, i had written all on my blog. i know she was happy now with the guy, but i only hope she will know what am i thinking. i doesn't mean to destroy any one relationship.

now i was fever....... body just like burn by thousand of fire.
heart was pain ....... just like stabbed by million of needle.
tear was flow......... like the river of hope.

no matter how i was now, i really wanna shout it loud! I really want her to know......

@.......................................@

NATALIE. I HAD FALLEN IN LOVE WITH YOU
@.......................................@
"Ti amo" "ich leibe dich" "je t'aime"

Natalie what i hope is to have a chance to care bout u, love u, give u happiness and know more bout you.

Whatever~

2009-11-05T00:45:00.004+08:00

today was my awful day...... i been blur for the whole day, don't even know what am i doing. didn't sleep for the whole night and just keep on looking on facebook. just now when out yum cha wit Jackie and Sharon we chat a lot of thing. thing about what actually am i thinking. when i reach home i get a chance to chat with her in msn for awhile. all in the sudden after she told me that she was on a phone call with some one, i started to become jealous and mt heart was pain. what was the fxxking problem with me? she was just on a phone call with him and what the hell for i fell jealous? is it all because of i had fallen on her and scare that she with another and not me? but what does all this thing do with me? who she choose i can't control...... although she with another guy also is her decision...... what can i do? nothing i can do. i only can wish her happy always~ BUT! i don't want it to end like this.......... i wanna be the one who protect her and give happiness....... i wanna be the one who by her side and make her smile....... i doesn't want to be Mr. Good who always only let people feel when some thing happen only i will be needed. what i want is to care bout u all the day, giving u happiness, and giving u warm....... maybe what i did and what i wrote may surprise u, even may be scare you. what i want was........ I wanna let you know how i fell and what i thinking..... what a damn fxxking useless guy i am....... i don't even know what should i do..... what i know was just to think and think..... this had been the third night i can't sleep. i really hope that i can shout out some thing loud...... " I miss you "

Speechless.

2009-11-04T03:40:00.004+08:00

tonight i can't sleep at all.. i really don't know what had happen to me... i log on my facebook and just to open up her profile. i really don't get it what am i doing. without realizing what am i doing i open up a tab and view up her blog. all in the sudden i feel pain in my heart.... pain..... very pain..... i just can't stop her name spinning in my bloody head over and over again. just few hour before i wrote this thing i got a chance msn with her but what i feel is avoid.... am i annoying? over just like what my sis say I'm to over caring bout some one. since a damn whole long year this was the first time i feel sad and pain. i told myself before, once an angel flee away from your hand you will never found another angel to replace. until she appear. at the starting i really can't feel any thing special or any thing bout her. but time really can change thing up. i started to wanna know more bout her. started to care bout her. started to wanna protect her. even i started to feel some jealousy when she was talking or with other guy. am i stupid enough? don't even know how to show out my expression. even there are some thing i don't like before this, cause of her i started wanna know more. people around me separate to two group, some of my friend agree and encourage me to tell her what i feel. on the other hand there are also some friend don't like much bout i fallen on her. This had been the second day i can't sleep just because of her. Actually I really hope to know that does she know how i feel bout her? or just that i think to much, no matter how i still feel that impossible she will know how i fell and accept what i feel. I know very clearly that i doesn't had the qualification to let her accept me. it had been not the first time for me. i had use to it, in my life i only will get the name MR. GOOD and it will never had a chance to change it to MR. RIGHT. i had accept what i seen. maybe this is what it call "FAITH"

No matter how hard it was, and is it suppose for me to wait or not.......
I will try my best and do what should i do......
i know it was weird all in the sudden i wrote all this kind of thing.........................................................

hope you will read what had i wrote and won't cause of this make our distance become further and further...........

烦!

2009-11-03T17:44:00.005+08:00

我现在的心情,只能用一个字来形容..... 那就是"烦"~
为何人类那么喜欢自掏烦恼? 难道世上没了烦恼就不平衡了吗?

为何每当我得到一些东西时,也总是会失去一些东西......
难道世上一定要存在着所谓的邓加交换的原则吗?
人人所说的有得必有失只是要来安慰自己的话语~

别人都说世上不是黑的就是白的.......
难道世上就没有灰的吗?
没错世上的确没有灰的..... 就如钢琴键上一样只有黑和白~
永远只有黑或白......

天堂~`^^

2009-11-02T16:50:00.003+08:00

天堂?
人人所说的天堂真的存在吗?
为何我们要寻找所谓的天堂?
什么样的地方才叫天堂?

你岑竟给过我天堂的感觉。。。
可是你也带走了我的天堂。。。。
您带给我的快乐~
您带给我的温暖~
您带给我的一切~
全都一一的化为了回忆。。。。。

当我觉得，我不再可能再拥有这一切时。。。
她出现了。。。。。
第一次当我见到你。。
我感到紧张的忘了呼吸。。。。。
记忆里，我只想玩玩而已。。
可是没想到我的心慢慢的动了起来~

友情？或爱情？

2009-08-26T21:10:00.002+08:00

友情比较重要,还是爱情比较重要？

友情有多珍贵？
爱情又有多重要？

选择爱情放下友情，值得吗？
最亲的朋友和女孩，我的心一直在摇摆。

一边是友情，一边是爱情
左右都不是，为难了自己。

左右为难，我到底能怎样？

2009-08-24T22:28:00.002+08:00

"天使，我的天使光芒四射。
、
如果把天使翅膀折断留住天使的话，

那应该是贪心的。

我的天使，飞吧！

飞得高，飞得远，如果累的话，

到我这里休息吧。"

“我不会对你说对不起，因为你拿走了对我而言最重要的东西，

你拿走了我的心，所以我一点也不觉得抱歉.................

你把我的心带到了你的天堂，

所以我只会说 “我爱你”

一个人的天堂*~

2009-08-24T21:39:00.003+08:00

沙斯比亚岑经说过，人生就如一场戏剧
而我们只是戏剧上的一个愚人。

而我的人生就存在了一个大舞台，
可是这舞台，就只有我一人来演。

一个人的世界感觉，
自由，自在，无由，无虑....

但有时候，还是会感到
孤单与寂寞....

喜欢≠爱

2009-08-22T20:15:00.003+08:00

[有时候喜欢比爱还要幸福]

有时候，喜欢比爱还要幸福....

因为喜欢比较容易解决....

喜欢可淡淡地，不必怕被太浓的爱给冲昏了头....

毫无理智地猜忌，怀疑，生气，伤心....喜欢可以说来就来，说走就走....

偶尔忽然想起的思念，也会带来柔柔的满足感....

只是想,就会觉得很幸福....

可是爱，就会逼的自己想就一定要见得到，听得到，碰得到....

反而会让情人误以为无理取闹....

喜欢虽然不比爱可贵但是喜欢就像是夏天的巧克力圣代，很单纯的

必须喜欢会让两颗心，慢慢地加温

可是又害怕温度升得太高，两个人都会热过头受不了....

因为它开始轻敲起“爱”的那扇门咯~

喜欢就像一首喜欢听的歌....

想听就听，想唱就唱，没有限制没有规定....

喜欢可以很轻松，很简单，就只是喜欢....

喜欢，喜欢它的感觉，喜欢听它唱歌，听它说话....

喜欢它的笑声，喜欢它的可爱的烦闷

因为喜欢就喜欢，只要感觉喜欢

又何必一定要变成爱,又何必一定要永远都喜欢

只要那一刻是真正的喜欢，就紧紧抓住那感觉

不要让感觉消失不见了，才在遗憾

喜欢不必很复杂

感情不是束薄

而是了解的幸福，贴心的感动

如果一个人失去了喜欢的能力

那是比爱更可悲的

在我有能力喜欢一个人的时候不管它的“背影”如何

我只想要单纯的喜欢它就好

喜欢不必有承诺，喜欢没有压力

喜欢不必有结果，只要当时能拥有释怀的感动

喜欢像气球，

当你灌满喜欢的气息

它就可以在空中尽情地飘荡

当它飘远了，飞高了，你也抓不住它了

所以当你喜欢一个人的时候

不要害怕那感觉

而急着想要拉住它

为什么要勉强自己不喜欢呢？

轻轻地，轻轻地放开你的手让它自由在得飘，它会有停下的时候....

~恋爱/暗恋~

2009-08-22T18:10:00.008+08:00

如果把恋爱比喻成一杯巧克力冰沙，
那么暗恋就像是一杯苦苦的苦茶。

假如恋爱就是一场美梦，
那暗恋就是一场悲梦。

恋爱能让人开心，幸福，快乐，
暗恋让人心痛，寂寞，吃醋。

暗恋的感觉不好受，
让人心很痛，很酸，很悲，
为何要那样折磨自己呢？

喜欢一个人就敢敢去吧~
喜欢一个人就大声地说出来吧！
别等到失去了才来后悔。

别寞寞得等了，
一杯在美的饮料，
你不试下是永远都不会懂是什么味道的。

YEAH~ 各位一起加油吧~

回忆里的痛苦~

2009-08-13T02:03:00.003+08:00

不惊不觉三年这样就过去了~
分手已满三年了，你最近还好吗？

虽然直到现在我还是不确定当初我们分手的理由~
可是我早已把这个问号当作是你欠我的一个秘密~

我岑经打听过你最近的生活~
忙碌工作甚或过得还不错~

还记得以前我们常去的那家咖啡厅吗？
自从我们分手后我再也没再去过了~
可是最近毫不自主的再度到了那里~

地方还是老样子~
老板换了~
喝的还是一样~

我坐在我岑经常坐的地方~
地方一样可是感觉已经不一样了~
总是觉得少了些东西~

说好的三年不见面，
用我们岑经一起的爱把时间保留~

我们的爱已化为回忆~

［？］我永远会爱着你。。。

2009-07-26T01:12:00.003+08:00

[我]真的被你打败了~
[爱]真的能甜也能苦~
[你]看得见我的爱吗~
~不管你对我怎样，我都依然会爱着你~

我不管你有多少缺点~
我也不管你有多磨得不好~
我更加不管你对我如何~
就算天是空的，地是干的～
我要为你到进狂热～
让你疯狂，让你渴～
我要让全世界的人知道你是我的～
不管［１０］年
或者［２０］年
还是［３０］年
也许［４０］年
就算［５０］年
直到［死] 那天～
我都依然不会变心～

我曾对你许下的承诺，我一定会实现到。。。。。。。

L*O*V*E 110% = 我的舞台